Kim J. Forehand
BRCA1
I was living in Napa, California in 1993, when I heard about
the exciting work that Dr. Mary-Claire King was doing in her laboratory
nearby, in Berkeley. (She is the geneticist who discovered that there was
a mutation on a single gene that was responsible for “inherited breast
cancer”, and named it BRCA1). Having seen my maternal grandmother
die from breast cancer when I was a child (and she was just 47 years old),
my mother diagnosed when she was 42, and various cousins and aunts struggling
with the disease, I suspected that I’d qualify for the study. I was
right, and I chose to participate.
A few months later I received a phone call from Dr. King’s office,
and was told that I tested positive for the gene. I will always remember
those moments afterward. I calmly ended the conversation, then walked over
to the kitchen sink, and leaned over it (as if I’d vomit). Shaking
all over, I felt like I had a gun to my head and didn’t know when
it would go off. I was 32 years old at the time.
More than fifteen years have passed since then. Today, (knock on wood),
I am healthy, and I have a son! (born in 1997). So far, I have chosen to
forego many of the options (such as ovarectomy, prophylactic mastectomy,
and tamoxifen) that have been recommended to me by many medical professionals.
I believe that a macrobiotic diet has kept me cancer-free, and, as an unintended
outcome, it has improved my overall health - reversing the deteriorating
condition of my teeth and gums, improving my digestion, and creating the
increase in fertility that made possible the healthy pregnancy and natural
childbirth I experienced in my late 30s. In conjunction with my macrobiotic
practice, I’ve benefited from other alternative therapies including
psychotherapy, meditation, and yoga, which boost immune system functioning,
help the body cope with stress, and enhance personal happiness. I’ve
concluded from my research and experiences that my body needs better care
than the standard American diet and lifestyle provide. I don’t practice
any single alternative therapy perfectly, but I do my best in all of these
area (and others, when I have time).
It hasn’t always been smooth sailing, however. Early on, (when I
was unaware of the alternative therapies that exist, and the positive actions
I could take), I had a brief (but terrifying) bout with fibrocystic breast
disease and other conditions, and I’ve mulled over many opinions
from varied medical professionals, and endured many medical procedures
and tests. I’ve also spoken with many women who’ve made different
choices, and told me about their experiences. My own mother is very committed
to western medicine. She has had many surgeries, chemotherapy, radiation,
years of tamoxifen, etc., and, in her late 60s, she is still living.
In my experience, BRCA1 is a complicated diagnosis, with no clear or easy
answers, and no guarantees. And each person is different, so what works
for one person may not be the best choice for another. For me, so far,
the mostly macrobiotic approach is best, and at some point in the early
years of my diagnosis, I stopped perceiving BRCA1 as a disease or death
sentence, and expecting the medical community to fix it. BRCA1 is my health
challenge, and I work on it using macrobiotics, yoga, western medicine,
etc. as tools to help me keep this vehicle – my body – running
as smoothly as possible, for as long as possible. I believe we were all
born into bodies with varying levels of sturdiness. Some people got Toyotas – they
can eat junk food, smoke, drink, live a stressful life, and die in their
90s: no maintenance required. Others (due to inherited conditions, poor
nutrition during critical fetal developmental stages, declines in nutrient
levels of food due to chemical agriculture, etc.) have to work hard to
get to the age of 20, or 40, or 60, or 80. We can’t change what we
got born into, but we can wake up to our susceptibilities (thanks to gene
testing), feel the fear, and then get to work in powerful ways to help
our bodies last as long as they can
.
I encourage all women who have recently received the information that they
have the BRCA1 mutation to consider all the options, get a lot of information
from different sources, and talk to a lot of women who’ve been there
and taken different paths.
Many wonderful books about macrobiotics are available through the Kushi
Institute, and there are places in the U.S. where you can rest, eat well-prepared
healing foods, and learn more about food and health. Many educational classes
and services are available through the Ki of Life Learning Center in Nashville,
Tennessee (where I have been working for two years).
If you sense that you could benefit from my experience, and would like
to talk with me, or have me speak to your group (and bring some healthy
macrobiotic snacks along for our enjoyment and mutual benefit), send an
email to my address: kimjforehand@yahoo.com.